[Short, blunt, to the point, because what else is there to say?
Lots, probably, but he doesn't have a goddamned clue.
And every time he thinks of something to say, something to ask - it all sounds so goddamned stupid before it even comes out of his mouth, because what he really wants to say is sorry for leaving you but he doesn't know how to apologize to Souji, especially not for something that ultimately wasn't his fault.
Apologizing is losing ground, losing face, and he's so used to having to fight Souji to keep every bit of it that trying to spit the words out now just - it doesn't happen.]
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[Short, blunt, to the point, because what else is there to say?
Lots, probably, but he doesn't have a goddamned clue.
And every time he thinks of something to say, something to ask - it all sounds so goddamned stupid before it even comes out of his mouth, because what he really wants to say is sorry for leaving you but he doesn't know how to apologize to Souji, especially not for something that ultimately wasn't his fault.
Apologizing is losing ground, losing face, and he's so used to having to fight Souji to keep every bit of it that trying to spit the words out now just - it doesn't happen.]