[ it's funny, an apology from one of them to the other might start a chain reaction of breaking down walls, but neither of them are willing to let their guard down enough to risk it.
Souji's terrified that if caves first, it renders every piece of his life spend trying to catch up to Hijikata useless. and with every failure of doing that, every thing he's lost to the other man, it seems ever worse to let it go as if it all didn't matter. all the suffering, all the hardship he's put Hijikata through ( and Kondou, too, when they just couldn't get along... ). ]
Look; you don't need to make sure I don't kill someone else, okay? I'll go back later and not cause a problem. It's just so noisy back there.
[ except you totally need to make sure because there is shitstorm about to rage between kaoru and souji in another thread after this ]
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[ it's funny, an apology from one of them to the other might start a chain reaction of breaking down walls, but neither of them are willing to let their guard down enough to risk it.
Souji's terrified that if caves first, it renders every piece of his life spend trying to catch up to Hijikata useless. and with every failure of doing that, every thing he's lost to the other man, it seems ever worse to let it go as if it all didn't matter. all the suffering, all the hardship he's put Hijikata through ( and Kondou, too, when they just couldn't get along... ). ]
Look; you don't need to make sure I don't kill someone else, okay? I'll go back later and not cause a problem. It's just so noisy back there.
[ except you totally need to make sure because there is shitstorm about to rage between kaoru and souji in another thread after this ]