[... Coming from Hijikata, it does seem a little like that--she does suspect that he has the same problems. But all of that said, she thinks... that he must know what he's talking about.

Besides, her tone at least grows a little warmer.]

Oh no... nobody is mad at me, Hijikata-san... everyone is so understanding and kind, I almost don't... don't know how to take it...

[After she hurt so many of them. But ultimately...]

I guess...in a way, I feel like we're all more like...family now.