... I'm too angry to bone anyone right now, even if I wanted to. We still never got to... that point. Besides, he's clearly having his own rough time and I don't want to complicate things, especially if we disappear after this. I mean... he's hot, but it's complicated.

Besides, I know Laughs could. ... But I don't think he'd want me to stay hurting. It's not like I'm replacing him, but... I torture myself enough, don't I?

[He's not sure which one of them he's trying to convince.]