Even if I. I wasn't born like a normal person? I was made. I was never meant to be more than a tool. The Director is my mother and my father, but she always made her call me by her title. It's strange. I should hate her. I tried to hate her. But I never could. Maybe that means you're right. Maybe that just means I'm defective and was never worth anything more than being the conduit to speak to God.