... I'm kind of afraid he won't. I mean. I want to believe he will... but afraid he won't.

[A lot of his insecurities and issues about Eren had made a resurface, even if it wasn't even Eren who did anything. It's why he was so unsure about everything about this. Even if he knew that Eren wasn't the kind of guy to leave it like this. Normally. Then there was the insecure part where he's totally convinced Eren hated him.]

I've always been a jerk to him. We've never really agreed on anything and I ... always yell at him about everything and he yells at me about everything.

... plus we're in love with the same girl. Not that he realizes it... but he's constantly jealous of me and Mikasa being so close.