... somehow I'm even afraid of that, since usually even our serious conversations end up in a fight.

[He sighs, but at least it's not a desperate one at this point. He's calmed down a bit for now.]

You know, being here reminds me of the party for Souji and... I counted up the days when mine would be, according to what we follow in liminal.

[It's not like he's cared about birthdays, but he might as well say it since it came to his mind and it's good to get this stuff out.]

It was the day Eren killed me. What a present, right?