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Um.. I'm sorry for announcing this inbetween everything else, but-- I wanted to make sure I wouldn't do it too late so that it'd be inconvenient for other people..

[ Yes, sorry for interrupting all your talk about PSYCHENet and Trumps and love confessions and god knows what else.. at least she's keeping it in theme, okay. ]

But as some of you already heard, Toshizou and I are going to get married during this Jaunt. [ And despite somewhat natural nervousness of but whAT IF IT'S INCONVENIENT FOR EVERYONE ELSE lingering in her tone, she does sound very happy. It's not hard to tell. Just some nervous happy jitters about it still, really. ] It'll be on the 11th, so.. if you want to come, you can..! But I understand that people are busy with more important things as well, so please don't feel obligated at all..

[ .. look, maybe it's not the best announcement, but it could've been worse. It could've been Toshizou "COME OR DON'T IDGAF SHIT DAMN PISS HELL" Hijikata saying it. Instead it's just lingered with Chizuru's constant need to put her own needs fifteen miles behind everyone else's. ]

I think PSYCHENet is going to officiate it, so it could also maybe be helpful for finding out more about this Jaunt. If people are wondering about that sort of thing instead, I mean.

In either case, thank you for listening..!

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That's... true.

I'm still uncomfortable with it, but you're right that I shouldn't pass judgment so soon. Thank you, Chizuru-san.

[ Oh, that was some surprisingly easy convincing.. but that's actually a good thing, and she finds herself smiling a little. What a kind person.. ]

Ah-- no, thank you for listening to me! I actually felt a little bit bad for PSYCHENet with the way everyone was judging it so quickly, so.. um, I thought someone should at least give it a chance. I'm glad you can agree, even if it's just a little bit..

I don't think I'm the right person to approach it. But I'll stop advising other people not to until we know more.

With that said, please be careful.

I will, but..

[ ... ]

Why do you think you're not the right person? [ If this ends up being one of those "guys who constantly put themselves down" kind of scenarios, Chizuru's determined to nip that one in the bud, okay!! It's sort of her job. ]

I'm still a little angry and skeptical to be fair about it.

Why are you angry, though..? Did PSCYHENet do something to you personally?

Angry at the Trumps. I agree that it's too soon to be sure whether PSYCHENet is one or not, but because I'm biased, a different investigator is best.

[ She can't entirely blame him for being angry at the Trumps. Since they hardly communicate with them, it's hard to understand them, and it does seem like they do a lot of bad things, but.. ]

Um.. is it okay for me to say something..? [ Don't mind her being overly polite, okay, Souji. She just wants to make sure she isn't steamwaltzing all over his own opnions before she says something. ]

I don't mind.

I can understand being angry at the Trumps. [ Whether it's in general or having a specific reason for that, even. ]

But, even so.. it isn't healthy to keep carrying that with you. It would be rude to assume anything until they talk to us directly, but even aside from that feeling like that for too long in general isn't good for you. There's so many better things to spend your energy on..

I know. It's something I'm working on. But, for now, I can't stop being angry, so it's better for me to accept that I am than to spend more energy fighting it.

Maybe you just need something to distract yourself with.. is there anything you enjoy doing?

[ Too late, Souji. This is what happens when protags meet, it just turns from protags catering to everyone else's needs to protags catering to other protags' needs..!!

(Even if she should probably be more busy with the wedding, but whatever, like Chizuru will put that before other people.) ]

I'm working on that.

You don't need any help? Or.. if it's something that you prefer doing by yourself, that's fine too, I suppose..

It's not that I object to help. It's just that in the end, it has to be something that's right for me, and I thought you probably had enough concerns already this Jaunt.

Eh..? What should I be concerned about..?

[ Not that there isn't lots of wedding planning to be done, it's just that Chizuru doesn't view that as something that should get in the way of her trying to help other people. When workaholics get married, honestly. ]

You're getting married.

Yes, but even so-- I think it'd be pretty rude to just focus all my attention on that when there's the Jaunt to begin with, and then people might need help too, like you..

I see.

[You're someone like that, then. That is - someone like him. If he ever gets married, his groomsmen will have to make sure there are no stray cats in sight between him and the ceremony if he's meant to arrive on time...]

...

[ She pauses for a small moment, wondering if something more will come, but then there's nothing.. -- well, it can't hurt to ask then, right? ]

Um, what is it that you see..?

I meant, I understand what you're saying.

In that case, please let me help..!

[ Did you really expect any different, Souji. ]

In that case... I enjoy origami, cooking, reading manga, making models, cosplay, cats, and sports.

[ Oh, that's a lot of hobbies.. but she's sure she can help with some of them! Even if some of them sound completely unfamiliar to her, Chizuru can work with certain ones. ]

I like cooking too! [ That one, for example. Especially when it's actually useful, with having all these men to take care of.. ] Maybe we could teach each other some recipes? I'm sure they must have really different things where you come from.

[ Or rather, "when" he comes from. ]

Well, I'm from Japan, too... but I'd like that.

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