[ Except the other part is a little harder to answer. She doesn't mind giving away her secret here since so many people already know, but if this person really is with the Shinsengumi and she doesn't know if it's their Shinsengumi or a different one.. well, she really doesn't want to bring Hijikata or anyone else into a difficult position just because of her. Her stomach turns at the very thought of being a burden on them.
So her next series of thoughts are a bunch of started but unfinished ones, along with a lot of 'um's, but then.. ]
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[ Except the other part is a little harder to answer. She doesn't mind giving away her secret here since so many people already know, but if this person really is with the Shinsengumi and she doesn't know if it's their Shinsengumi or a different one.. well, she really doesn't want to bring Hijikata or anyone else into a difficult position just because of her. Her stomach turns at the very thought of being a burden on them.
So her next series of thoughts are a bunch of started but unfinished ones, along with a lot of 'um's, but then.. ]
.. Maybe it's easier to talk about it in person.