had enough

[rustyhonesty]

I... I've had enough.

[Jean's voice come across the network as very quiet and rather weak. He's back from the death again, this time remaining in liminal space.]

I was killed. Again. What sort of a person gets killed twice in the same jaunt? It's ridiculous. [There's a forced, nervous laugh.] On top of that this time it was... it was... more painful, both mentally and... becausewhydidIrunintothemjustwhy-

[The way he talks is more panicky at the end before an abrupt pause. He's quiet for quite a long time before gathering himself and continuing.]

I'll be staying in Liminal Space. I don't think I would be useful anymore even if I came back.

Well you could probably use me as a shield.

[Ha ha. Ha..... ]

Comments

[fridgeninja]

Who did this?

[rustyhonesty]

... it was... someone I know... or their overlay.

[Jean's not even sure if Souji knows who Eren is and it's not like he wants to declare "Eren killed me" to the whole network.]

[fridgeninja]

It's harder, when that happens. I've been unfriendly, or even enemies, with people close to me before...

[rustyhonesty]

Well, I've... tried kidnapping and murdering people I hold very close.... when I first infiltrated. I haven't been on the receiving end before.

[fridgeninja]

It's different. At least, for me.

[rustyhonesty]

Both are things that will feel bad afterwards, that's for sure.

[fridgeninja]

Ah. That's true.