Well, it's admittedly rather odd, but, to make a long and frankly unbelievable story short, I require a sort of merge partner in order to stabilize myself every so often. You see, I was exposed to a great amount of strange radiation myself, and if I do not find a suitable partner before too much more time has passed, I will, well, explode. I fear for what might happen to everyone else in the blast; if my calculations are correct--which they should be--it will be the equivalent of a nuclear warhead going off, which I do not think will be good for anyone here.