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synopsychic2016-01-01 11:39 pm
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[Audio]
Hello, everyone. I... I have the list of those who have vanished. [For once, Armin doesn't use his image when making a broadcast, and he's definitely shorter and more terse than normal. It's definitely unusual, for him - but anyone who knows him well enough to notice might figure out why as soon as he starts reading off the names.]
Ivan. Levi. Joscelin. Yua. S-sansa. Adachi. Neeshka. Hitsugaya. Sera - umm, the unfriendly one. And Xaldin.
[Locked to former Illuminated]
I heard some of what happened during the walkabout. If you don't mind, I'd like to hear more about it from each of you in person. When you're feeling up for it.
Ivan. Levi. Joscelin. Yua. S-sansa. Adachi. Neeshka. Hitsugaya. Sera - umm, the unfriendly one. And Xaldin.
[Locked to former Illuminated]
I heard some of what happened during the walkabout. If you don't mind, I'd like to hear more about it from each of you in person. When you're feeling up for it.
[Action]
I was.
But that shouldn't matter. Transforming has very little to do with magic--well, not that kind of transforming, and not my kind of magic. And none of the other abilities I've ended up with before messed with me like this.
[Action]
...Do emotions affect your magic? Like, if you're really angry or upset, is it harder to control?
[Action]
It wasn't even that. Like, I was having a hard time changing my clothes. That's like a non-issue spell most of the time.
[She thought back to the unnerving rush of energy that flowed through her when it should have barely registered. How she'd reflexively stopped the spell mid-cast the first time because of the shock. How she'd just barely managed the second time, and even after, her heart was racing like she'd overexerted herself.]
Same with Robin's clothes. I almost didn't do it, because I was worried. The spell still worked. I just couldn't control the amount of energy I was using anymore.
[Which, most importantly, meant...]
Circles might be off the table for a while. [One of the main reasons she suspected Trump involvement.] It's too dangerous. If I can't focus properly, then I put everyone around me at risk.