synopsychic | My heart feels heavy

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My heart feels heavy

Korra's gone. Feliciano's gone, too. They... they're not here. Korra's bond is silent and Feli isn't answering any of my calls.

I'm so sorry.

[Jean sounds... not well. Or maybe he sounds more emotionless than he would normal. It's the after effect of Trojan weighting on him but also heavy grief. He feels heavy.]

... and I... converted some of you into Trojans which I... apologize. Matt, Naoya, Shiro, Felih and Gil. I was that Trojan, responsible for your viruses. RAA-7 is not to blame, he had no idea what was going on. I don't know where he got the virus himself, but it likely was with him when we arrived.

... if you need to punch me or talk with me, I'm going to have to ask you to wait. I need some time to just... curl up and feel safe. Feel like myself again. I'll talk through the network, sure, but let me just. Pull myself together.

I'm so sorry.

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Sorry Usagi. As much as I love your hugs can they wait? I promise that you can hug me as much as you want later.

Only if you're in the company of at least one person who can do that instead of me.

I am. The best company I could ask for right now.

[She knows who he means.]

Oh, that's great! How silly of me to try to interrupt your precious time together with her... We'll hug a lot when we see later then. And hey, it's really good to hear you despite how rough it sounds like your side was. I'm really sorry that it was so bad.

We'll definitely see each other later. I hope you had a good time on the Walkabout.

Of course we will, take care of yourself first or I mean I'm sure Mikasa will take the best care ever of you. Mm, I did have a good time there, I'll tell you all about it later while we eat cake.