Jean Kirstein (
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synopsychic2018-06-22 01:43 pm
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My heart feels heavy
Korra's gone. Feliciano's gone, too. They... they're not here. Korra's bond is silent and Feli isn't answering any of my calls.
I'm so sorry.
[Jean sounds... not well. Or maybe he sounds more emotionless than he would normal. It's the after effect of Trojan weighting on him but also heavy grief. He feels heavy.]
... and I... converted some of you into Trojans which I... apologize. Matt, Naoya, Shiro, Felih and Gil. I was that Trojan, responsible for your viruses. RAA-7 is not to blame, he had no idea what was going on. I don't know where he got the virus himself, but it likely was with him when we arrived.
... if you need to punch me or talk with me, I'm going to have to ask you to wait. I need some time to just... curl up and feel safe. Feel like myself again. I'll talk through the network, sure, but let me just. Pull myself together.
I'm so sorry.
I'm so sorry.
[Jean sounds... not well. Or maybe he sounds more emotionless than he would normal. It's the after effect of Trojan weighting on him but also heavy grief. He feels heavy.]
... and I... converted some of you into Trojans which I... apologize. Matt, Naoya, Shiro, Felih and Gil. I was that Trojan, responsible for your viruses. RAA-7 is not to blame, he had no idea what was going on. I don't know where he got the virus himself, but it likely was with him when we arrived.
... if you need to punch me or talk with me, I'm going to have to ask you to wait. I need some time to just... curl up and feel safe. Feel like myself again. I'll talk through the network, sure, but let me just. Pull myself together.
I'm so sorry.
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He allows himself a moment's vindication at knowing the person who fucked everyone else up is feeling like shit, but he sure as hell does not let that slip onto the network. Sounds like the guy's taking it hard enough as is.]
I mean, it sounds more like you need a punching bag, dude.
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No one should hit you for something done while infiltrating. We are not them. [...She needs to reassure herself as much as she needs to reassure him.]
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Jean do you wish to speak to someone?
[ She means in person, but she'll let him open up here if he wants.]
I can go to you if you wish.
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HUG!!!
NOW!!
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...I'm sorry. That sucks. But I don't blame you.
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