Jean Kirstein (
rustyhonesty) wrote in
synopsychic2015-11-05 03:17 am
Open broadcast | backdated to the first day of second liminal
This is my first time actually trying to make a message through the whole network... hopefully this will work.
[Jean sounds rather exhausted as he talks. While he had been away from the dungeon for some time, he still hasn't really recovered completely. Not with all the damn emotions and thoughts he had to process. Now he had finally sorted out the most important things so he was ready to talk with others to apologize or just explain.]
To anyone who interacted with Jan Wirths at the previous Jaunt. If there's something you need to talk to me about with that, I'm at workshop for most of the time. I know there were some things that he did that were rather fucked up.
[That's actually an understatement, at least in Jean's mind.]
... and well, if someone wants to tell me a bit more about Persona's, I would appreciate it. Now that I've rested I might understand any explanations a bit better.
And then things that happened in the dungeon... I'm ready to talk about them now.
[He's really been avoiding everyone for some time now. Especially one called Eren Jaeger, who he heard perfectly well over the network the other day. He almost adds "Jaeger stay out or I'll feel worse" but
1) Mikasa wouldn't like that
2) Eren would yell at him
3) Headache guaranteed
So he just leaves this as this.]
(ooc: Jean is back from his dungeon and can be found mostly from the workshop!)
[Jean sounds rather exhausted as he talks. While he had been away from the dungeon for some time, he still hasn't really recovered completely. Not with all the damn emotions and thoughts he had to process. Now he had finally sorted out the most important things so he was ready to talk with others to apologize or just explain.]
To anyone who interacted with Jan Wirths at the previous Jaunt. If there's something you need to talk to me about with that, I'm at workshop for most of the time. I know there were some things that he did that were rather fucked up.
[That's actually an understatement, at least in Jean's mind.]
... and well, if someone wants to tell me a bit more about Persona's, I would appreciate it. Now that I've rested I might understand any explanations a bit better.
And then things that happened in the dungeon... I'm ready to talk about them now.
[He's really been avoiding everyone for some time now. Especially one called Eren Jaeger, who he heard perfectly well over the network the other day. He almost adds "Jaeger stay out or I'll feel worse" but
1) Mikasa wouldn't like that
2) Eren would yell at him
3) Headache guaranteed
So he just leaves this as this.]
(ooc: Jean is back from his dungeon and can be found mostly from the workshop!)

[Action]
Since he has no memory of the event, though, he feels like something of an impostor. Like he's getting the credit for something he didn't do - but at the same time, he couldn't say that to Jean, because Jean had experienced it. He couldn't deny or invalidate what the other had been through.]
I... I'm glad I was able to help. [He's quiet for a long moment.] You can tell me if you want, though you don't have to. But... I want to protect you too. I'm glad you can think of me as a friend.
[Action]
[Eventually, he would, if he would, but until then it was better not to tell.]
I'll be there for you if you need me, but I'll also trust me back to you. That's for sure.