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synopsychic2015-11-05 03:17 am
rustyhonesty) wrote in synopsychic2015-11-05 03:17 am
Open broadcast | backdated to the first day of second liminal
This is my first time actually trying to make a message through the whole network... hopefully this will work.
[Jean sounds rather exhausted as he talks. While he had been away from the dungeon for some time, he still hasn't really recovered completely. Not with all the damn emotions and thoughts he had to process. Now he had finally sorted out the most important things so he was ready to talk with others to apologize or just explain.]
To anyone who interacted with Jan Wirths at the previous Jaunt. If there's something you need to talk to me about with that, I'm at workshop for most of the time. I know there were some things that he did that were rather fucked up.
[That's actually an understatement, at least in Jean's mind.]
... and well, if someone wants to tell me a bit more about Persona's, I would appreciate it. Now that I've rested I might understand any explanations a bit better.
And then things that happened in the dungeon... I'm ready to talk about them now.
[He's really been avoiding everyone for some time now. Especially one called Eren Jaeger, who he heard perfectly well over the network the other day. He almost adds "Jaeger stay out or I'll feel worse" but
1) Mikasa wouldn't like that
2) Eren would yell at him
3) Headache guaranteed
So he just leaves this as this.]
(ooc: Jean is back from his dungeon and can be found mostly from the workshop!)
[Jean sounds rather exhausted as he talks. While he had been away from the dungeon for some time, he still hasn't really recovered completely. Not with all the damn emotions and thoughts he had to process. Now he had finally sorted out the most important things so he was ready to talk with others to apologize or just explain.]
To anyone who interacted with Jan Wirths at the previous Jaunt. If there's something you need to talk to me about with that, I'm at workshop for most of the time. I know there were some things that he did that were rather fucked up.
[That's actually an understatement, at least in Jean's mind.]
... and well, if someone wants to tell me a bit more about Persona's, I would appreciate it. Now that I've rested I might understand any explanations a bit better.
And then things that happened in the dungeon... I'm ready to talk about them now.
[He's really been avoiding everyone for some time now. Especially one called Eren Jaeger, who he heard perfectly well over the network the other day. He almost adds "Jaeger stay out or I'll feel worse" but
1) Mikasa wouldn't like that
2) Eren would yell at him
3) Headache guaranteed
So he just leaves this as this.]
(ooc: Jean is back from his dungeon and can be found mostly from the workshop!)
1/2 .... wow, sorry for the (love) novels :'D
Jean starts talking and Mikasa's face turns a little red from the most beautiful compliment. He might hear a really quiet muttering of a "Thank you" to that, who knows.
What she knows is that she's not expecting more, especially not a lot more. Maybe the first sentence, or two, but he goes on from there too. And while she's listening, she's also thinking a lot about how much she's let him in. Not on purpose because she'd rather not but he clearly knows her well. Maybe too well if anyone asks Mikasa's own opinion, she'd like to keep things to herself but well--]
I don't have those moments!
[They both know she has them, the brat just has to argue about it right in the middle of his words anyway! Or she's trying to deny that he's seen that side too.
She keeps listening, her face might be getting even more red color as he goes on. She could argue about coming back stronger, really, but instead she stays quiet and thinks about that herself. True? Maybe or maybe not in her opinion. Sounds like he knows her well, maybe a little too well in her opinion. Not that it's much of a surprise after spending years in her company, though she's not exactly sure if she could even try to tell that much about him.
Honestly as much as Mikasa has been thinking about this, she was going to give him some hope of maybe they could try if this works? If they could lead to something? And as embarrassing as it is to sit there and hear him say all that ( she pretends like she's just imagining that her face feel pretty red right now ) ... it's also weird and nice? Understatement.
...So, well, this whole situation could go in a completely different way if Eren wasn't here now. She could be saying how much she actually loved hearing all that?? She could say a lot of things that wouldn't just make this turn into a mess of love problems.]