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Hi, it's *Hyun-ae again, sorry if I'm using this too often. I just got kind of used to communicating via text while I was just an AI, you know?
Anyway, the things I've been seeing during this - pseudo-Jaunt? Whatever it is that's going on with all these memories and illusions and stuff - have gotten me really thinking about my future. I've spent the last few hundred years obsessed with my past and trying to recover from it, and it's sort of kept me from thinking enough about where I want to go now that I *am* free from that ship. My dad said I could be anything I wanted to be, so it's about time I started becoming something.
The short version is, I want to help. The last Jaunt kind of blew by while I was still getting my bearings, but even if I had been more involved, I don't really think there would have been anything I could do. I don't really have much in the way of useful skills - I can't fight, I don't really know much about politics or investigating stuff... I missed out on my chance to get a proper education while I was alive, so sometimes it feels like I'm basically dead weight. But then again, just because I don't have any skills doesn't mean I can't learn new ones, right? I've been thinking about psychic powers in particular. Like, a couple months ago I didn't even think that kind of thing was real, but now I can create portals, change my clothes, store objects in pocket space... I'm capable of things I couldn't even imagine, and I'm learning them faster than I possibly could have expected.
So, that's what I want to focus on. I want to learn some more special abilities that I can use to make some kind of more concrete contribution next time there's a real Jaunt. Maybe some more ways to access important information, or protect people... I'm honestly even willing to learn how to fight, although I don't think this frame was really built for it physically. I'm open to ideas, and if you have some kind of skill to teach, I'm willing to learn, and I swear I'll figure out something I can to do make it up to you later.
Thanks for listening! Can you let me know if you have any ideas? I'm at a pretty crazy crossroads in my life right now, so I'm willing to consider just about anything. I'm an AI, so I'm good at processing lots of information really quickly, but that also might mean I'm not any good at magic and stuff, I honestly don't know.
Anyway, the things I've been seeing during this - pseudo-Jaunt? Whatever it is that's going on with all these memories and illusions and stuff - have gotten me really thinking about my future. I've spent the last few hundred years obsessed with my past and trying to recover from it, and it's sort of kept me from thinking enough about where I want to go now that I *am* free from that ship. My dad said I could be anything I wanted to be, so it's about time I started becoming something.
The short version is, I want to help. The last Jaunt kind of blew by while I was still getting my bearings, but even if I had been more involved, I don't really think there would have been anything I could do. I don't really have much in the way of useful skills - I can't fight, I don't really know much about politics or investigating stuff... I missed out on my chance to get a proper education while I was alive, so sometimes it feels like I'm basically dead weight. But then again, just because I don't have any skills doesn't mean I can't learn new ones, right? I've been thinking about psychic powers in particular. Like, a couple months ago I didn't even think that kind of thing was real, but now I can create portals, change my clothes, store objects in pocket space... I'm capable of things I couldn't even imagine, and I'm learning them faster than I possibly could have expected.
So, that's what I want to focus on. I want to learn some more special abilities that I can use to make some kind of more concrete contribution next time there's a real Jaunt. Maybe some more ways to access important information, or protect people... I'm honestly even willing to learn how to fight, although I don't think this frame was really built for it physically. I'm open to ideas, and if you have some kind of skill to teach, I'm willing to learn, and I swear I'll figure out something I can to do make it up to you later.
Thanks for listening! Can you let me know if you have any ideas? I'm at a pretty crazy crossroads in my life right now, so I'm willing to consider just about anything. I'm an AI, so I'm good at processing lots of information really quickly, but that also might mean I'm not any good at magic and stuff, I honestly don't know.